Random Thoughts
Random Thoughts
Will it ever work with me and S? I seriously doubt it. Shes seen what i have put Rosa and now Molly Through, and what ive done to her with the whole Rich situation. I doubt she would want me for that. I know people say around the church, me and her would make a good couple, but i doubt she would be willing to pull the trigger. I would love to call Star my girlfriend, but it wont happen cause of my actions i have done to her, and to her friends Rosa and now Molly.
I just dont know what to do anymore, should i just stop chasing what is mine. Im in this mode again like i was last year after the whole Rosa incident. I just dont know what to do. I know God has the right person for me, i just wish he would hurry up and do it. I mean, I thought it was Molly, but i cant have a half-assed christian as my girlfriend and potentioally my wife. I dont want that, and plus the baggage of a little girl who has alot wrong with her, I dont want that, i mean i would accept a significant other with a kid, but im making sure the kid is older, like 3 or 4.
I guess i just got to put in Gods hands and see what happens. I just hope he does it soon, im already 27 and i want out of here.
Thats it for now. Keep tabs on me on Twitter: twitter.com/mavmanager2000
Later Gaters!
-j5
Will it ever work with me and S? I seriously doubt it. Shes seen what i have put Rosa and now Molly Through, and what ive done to her with the whole Rich situation. I doubt she would want me for that. I know people say around the church, me and her would make a good couple, but i doubt she would be willing to pull the trigger. I would love to call Star my girlfriend, but it wont happen cause of my actions i have done to her, and to her friends Rosa and now Molly.
I just dont know what to do anymore, should i just stop chasing what is mine. Im in this mode again like i was last year after the whole Rosa incident. I just dont know what to do. I know God has the right person for me, i just wish he would hurry up and do it. I mean, I thought it was Molly, but i cant have a half-assed christian as my girlfriend and potentioally my wife. I dont want that, and plus the baggage of a little girl who has alot wrong with her, I dont want that, i mean i would accept a significant other with a kid, but im making sure the kid is older, like 3 or 4.
I guess i just got to put in Gods hands and see what happens. I just hope he does it soon, im already 27 and i want out of here.
Thats it for now. Keep tabs on me on Twitter: twitter.com/mavmanager2000
Later Gaters!
-j5