I Remember…The Love That You Gave Me
Psalm 63:6 . . . I lie awake thinking of you, meditating on you through the night.
First off before I begin this blog. I just wanna say, this is for a person who ive been thinking about for a while, I remember our past, I remember what we did together. I don’t know if she will ever read it or even see this on Livejournal, MySpace or Facebook. But im willing to give it a try and see what happens.
This entry is entitled “I Remember.”
I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. I’ve been checking constantly if you’re coming back to MySpace or LiveJournal. I’ve noticed that you have changed your picture over at Yahoo Profiles. I’ve just been checking up on you. I notice you’re still on my Yahoo Messenger. Im just waiting for the moment when you get online so we can chat, but it never happens. I searched you in myspace, I found your profile, but you haven’t updated it in like 4 years. I don’t know why im searching for you. I just wanna know you’re ok. I wanna know what’s been going on in your life these past 6 years we haven’t talked. I really hope you’re still that Christian girl I knew, going to church every Sunday, because I remember you would write about it every Sunday in your LJ. I would just like for you to see, I am a Christian guy now. And all that I have accomplished in my church itself. I know you would be proud of me.
I remember the first time we first met, it was a Saturday. I was alone in my dorm room, you called my phone saying you were coming over with your dad in the car, and wanted to drop by the dorm to meet me. When you came, I had to go open the main doors to the dorm, because they locked them on the weekends, and I did and that’s when we met. I remember that we ate at Taco Bell, and you had the Encharitas, or something like that. You always said you ate them whenever you went to Taco Bell. After that, your dad had to go home so he took me back to the dorms. I still remember that moment, because it meant a lot to me.
There were so many moments we shared. I’m trying to look for that letter you gave me that you wrote to your pastor. I still have it somewhere because I saved it.
I remember the night we stayed up till 3, and my phone died…
I remember the Thursday night, I was watching Smackdown, and you showed up at my window to say hi, and give me a big hug and kiss.
I remember the long nites talking on the computer on AIM.
I remember I gave you my high school Letterman Jacket that night as well.
I remember the moments we shared alone in my room…you know….
I remember our phone calls always ended in “I love you”
I remember that you would always want me to say THAT word, and I never did. Then you made me shout it in the living room of my apartment at 1am.
I remember the package I sent you for your birthday.
I remember that Linkin Park song you liked.
I remember when you wanted to come down and participate in my Backyard Wrestling.
I remember our nicknames.
I remember the people who made fun of me for dating a girl younger than me. (I was turning 21 and you were 17 I think) and I said “Fuck them, if its true love, it’s meant to be.”
I remember how you would always get excited for the summer when you would go work at the youth camp.
So I just want one thing, I know you’ve married some one and had a kid. And according to your profile at Yahoo, it says youre separated, I just want you to contact me in any way. You can do it here; you can find me anywhere you think of. I have a myspace, a facebook, livejournal, still on Yahoo Messanger, I have a cell phone (830-444-1614) so I really want you back in my life as a great friend. I know you can. If youre still a good Christian woman, you will like me even more because we can share stuff about church and loving our Lord.
So let me know the letter is out there, please read it and respond. I hope and pray that you do, I feel I need you in my life now for some reason, its God telling me that.
So that’s it b. let me know whats up!
No j5…. Its just…..
- J (that’s what she would call me)
First off before I begin this blog. I just wanna say, this is for a person who ive been thinking about for a while, I remember our past, I remember what we did together. I don’t know if she will ever read it or even see this on Livejournal, MySpace or Facebook. But im willing to give it a try and see what happens.
This entry is entitled “I Remember.”
I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. I’ve been checking constantly if you’re coming back to MySpace or LiveJournal. I’ve noticed that you have changed your picture over at Yahoo Profiles. I’ve just been checking up on you. I notice you’re still on my Yahoo Messenger. Im just waiting for the moment when you get online so we can chat, but it never happens. I searched you in myspace, I found your profile, but you haven’t updated it in like 4 years. I don’t know why im searching for you. I just wanna know you’re ok. I wanna know what’s been going on in your life these past 6 years we haven’t talked. I really hope you’re still that Christian girl I knew, going to church every Sunday, because I remember you would write about it every Sunday in your LJ. I would just like for you to see, I am a Christian guy now. And all that I have accomplished in my church itself. I know you would be proud of me.
I remember the first time we first met, it was a Saturday. I was alone in my dorm room, you called my phone saying you were coming over with your dad in the car, and wanted to drop by the dorm to meet me. When you came, I had to go open the main doors to the dorm, because they locked them on the weekends, and I did and that’s when we met. I remember that we ate at Taco Bell, and you had the Encharitas, or something like that. You always said you ate them whenever you went to Taco Bell. After that, your dad had to go home so he took me back to the dorms. I still remember that moment, because it meant a lot to me.
There were so many moments we shared. I’m trying to look for that letter you gave me that you wrote to your pastor. I still have it somewhere because I saved it.
I remember the night we stayed up till 3, and my phone died…
I remember the Thursday night, I was watching Smackdown, and you showed up at my window to say hi, and give me a big hug and kiss.
I remember the long nites talking on the computer on AIM.
I remember I gave you my high school Letterman Jacket that night as well.
I remember the moments we shared alone in my room…you know….
I remember our phone calls always ended in “I love you”
I remember that you would always want me to say THAT word, and I never did. Then you made me shout it in the living room of my apartment at 1am.
I remember the package I sent you for your birthday.
I remember that Linkin Park song you liked.
I remember when you wanted to come down and participate in my Backyard Wrestling.
I remember our nicknames.
I remember the people who made fun of me for dating a girl younger than me. (I was turning 21 and you were 17 I think) and I said “Fuck them, if its true love, it’s meant to be.”
I remember how you would always get excited for the summer when you would go work at the youth camp.
So I just want one thing, I know you’ve married some one and had a kid. And according to your profile at Yahoo, it says youre separated, I just want you to contact me in any way. You can do it here; you can find me anywhere you think of. I have a myspace, a facebook, livejournal, still on Yahoo Messanger, I have a cell phone (830-444-1614) so I really want you back in my life as a great friend. I know you can. If youre still a good Christian woman, you will like me even more because we can share stuff about church and loving our Lord.
So let me know the letter is out there, please read it and respond. I hope and pray that you do, I feel I need you in my life now for some reason, its God telling me that.
So that’s it b. let me know whats up!
No j5…. Its just…..
- J (that’s what she would call me)