To Go, or Not Go, Whats the Problem?
Well most of yall know what ive been wanting to do for a while. Ive been wanting to meet this girl who ive known for around 5 years, ever since my last year at Schreiner. Ive been planning on going with Jaymz and Lucy to visit her and chat with her about, you know God, and stuff that Jaymz is good talking about.
Well today marked the 5th time that I havent gone to see her. Jaymz and/or Lucy say were gonna go, but we dont go. Im getting tired of telling Camilla, what her plans are and that we are going to SA, then i tell her were not. I just get sad cause i sooo really want to meet her, and talk, and share our views, one-on-one, not through a computer. I mean we only live an hour away, so distance aint a problem.
I mean is God telling me not to go, cause this isnt the right situation, or is he keeping me from meeting her for a certain reason, or he just waiting for the right time to meet her. Maybe it could be, that God wants me to learn to drive and meet her by myself, with no one else, i dont know.
I know, im just sad cause i really want to do this, and something keeps coming up, preventing me to do it. I mean if i would KNOW how to drive, i would have done this already, but i dont drive. :(
so i dont know, im just confused! I dont know what his plan is for this, but im ready for whatever he brings in my path, and eventually ill finally meet Camilla!
ok, Johnny 5....OUT!
-j5
Well today marked the 5th time that I havent gone to see her. Jaymz and/or Lucy say were gonna go, but we dont go. Im getting tired of telling Camilla, what her plans are and that we are going to SA, then i tell her were not. I just get sad cause i sooo really want to meet her, and talk, and share our views, one-on-one, not through a computer. I mean we only live an hour away, so distance aint a problem.
I mean is God telling me not to go, cause this isnt the right situation, or is he keeping me from meeting her for a certain reason, or he just waiting for the right time to meet her. Maybe it could be, that God wants me to learn to drive and meet her by myself, with no one else, i dont know.
I know, im just sad cause i really want to do this, and something keeps coming up, preventing me to do it. I mean if i would KNOW how to drive, i would have done this already, but i dont drive. :(
so i dont know, im just confused! I dont know what his plan is for this, but im ready for whatever he brings in my path, and eventually ill finally meet Camilla!
ok, Johnny 5....OUT!
-j5