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[mavienoir]

i want to explain
but i cant.

when i talk the words are all wrong.
i dont say anything i mean.

im trying at all the wrong things.

i dont care as much as i should or
i care too much about useless things.

i romanticise everything.....
and get let down by everything....
and overthink everything....
and i seriously romaticize everything.

its not working.