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[mavienoir]

you are so far away

and the night is a blur

someone says that they have detestation (and in flames.....not as exciting) for me.

someone gives me a clove

someone hands me a drink

someone walks me home.

someone isnt home when i get there

but i stay in his bed...
three days later
no wait, four

how long will i continue like this?

someone opends the door for me....

its almost like i have a home.

someone calls

when i cant answer.

i miss its voice.

i say goodnight

but not to anyone in perticular.

he doesnt hear.

he isnt here.