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Pain, misery and more pain...
Current mood: depressed
Category: Life
List of crap...
Lately, I feel as though I can't do anything right. May possibly be quitting Sears very soon, because they want me to work Sundays... leaving me with no days off whatsoever. Not to mention Ben at Metalink seems to be on my case for everything I do wrong... whether it be something I actually did wrong... or something like 'You forgot to click the update button'. And it's starting to bug me.
When my bro came down, more crap with my car... turned out to be a battery, something I could have fixed on my own... now my A/C Clutch is gonna go out... which I can't fix because I need to discharge the AC... feh.
People in general stress me out... like I'm the one always at fault... I'm far from perfect... but I feel as though something goes wrong... I gotta be the one to fix it... whether it be life, work or whatever. And even when I try to fix something that goes wrong, it's never done right anyways.
Speaking of which, got that ticket from when I took Richie to the Toledo station, Ly is dropping off to Marie at work...
Speaking of which, I miss hanging out with Josh and Jer. So busy all the time... and the times I'm not, I recupperate playing Virtual Pinball on Pinmame.
Going to be quitting Sears... so less m.. a more stressed out Mav.
Life's been wierd lately... slipping into random depressions... then better... then depressed again... then great! It's wierd... I know. Part of me thinks I'm very sick too... stomach pains, joint aches, always tired. Don't read too much into this, I'm sure it's all in my mind.
Sometimes I wonder if my car is going to outlast me. I mean that as a joke, I'm not dieing or anything.
Well, I'm going to keep ignoring people who annoy me, I'm not paid enough to deal with stupidity on a daily basis... I swear to the Lord Jesus Christ, if that lady comes back in and asks me how big a 32" TV is again... I'll kill her... or at least yell at her... again... maybe I'll be fired from Sears before I can quit?
And to top it all off... yes, I'm still poor. It's funny how bills keep up with me. It's like "Woah, I have an extra hundred this we- *Tired blows out*".
I swear if it weren't for Marie, I'd totally give up on life. -_-*
(For the record, I only post to my LJ when I'm down... if you don't hear from me in a while, it means things are going good :))
Current mood: depressed
Category: Life
List of crap...
Lately, I feel as though I can't do anything right. May possibly be quitting Sears very soon, because they want me to work Sundays... leaving me with no days off whatsoever. Not to mention Ben at Metalink seems to be on my case for everything I do wrong... whether it be something I actually did wrong... or something like 'You forgot to click the update button'. And it's starting to bug me.
When my bro came down, more crap with my car... turned out to be a battery, something I could have fixed on my own... now my A/C Clutch is gonna go out... which I can't fix because I need to discharge the AC... feh.
People in general stress me out... like I'm the one always at fault... I'm far from perfect... but I feel as though something goes wrong... I gotta be the one to fix it... whether it be life, work or whatever. And even when I try to fix something that goes wrong, it's never done right anyways.
Speaking of which, got that ticket from when I took Richie to the Toledo station, Ly is dropping off to Marie at work...
Speaking of which, I miss hanging out with Josh and Jer. So busy all the time... and the times I'm not, I recupperate playing Virtual Pinball on Pinmame.
Going to be quitting Sears... so less m.. a more stressed out Mav.
Life's been wierd lately... slipping into random depressions... then better... then depressed again... then great! It's wierd... I know. Part of me thinks I'm very sick too... stomach pains, joint aches, always tired. Don't read too much into this, I'm sure it's all in my mind.
Sometimes I wonder if my car is going to outlast me. I mean that as a joke, I'm not dieing or anything.
Well, I'm going to keep ignoring people who annoy me, I'm not paid enough to deal with stupidity on a daily basis... I swear to the Lord Jesus Christ, if that lady comes back in and asks me how big a 32" TV is again... I'll kill her... or at least yell at her... again... maybe I'll be fired from Sears before I can quit?
And to top it all off... yes, I'm still poor. It's funny how bills keep up with me. It's like "Woah, I have an extra hundred this we- *Tired blows out*".
I swear if it weren't for Marie, I'd totally give up on life. -_-*
(For the record, I only post to my LJ when I'm down... if you don't hear from me in a while, it means things are going good :))