crappy night, crappy day
I hate to go on emo on you,
but I guess writing it here is better than leaving you a cryptic note.
for the first time ever I feel like we're drifting apart for a bit, I might not be true but it sure gets me all confused.
I know, work is hard and exhausting, and I work a lot lately too, and then I come home and wait for you. It's not about you disappearing or not making me those great dinners you used to (which I miss a lot), it's about the fact that I hardly see you anymore, and when I do you pass out after an hour, and I hardly finish to tell you all the stuff I want.
I told you I might be cranky and moody, but this crappy situation isn't helping either. I can't sleep alone, I don't eat much without you around, I hardly do anything lately other than work, come home, stare at the computer and go to bed feeling like shit.
I know we need the money, but I also need you here sometimes. I don't know if I did something wrong or is it just a phase you're going by yourself - being so cold and quiet, hardly talking to me, hardly touching me at all.
I just really, really miss you.
oh man, I turned out so gay. It's good to get these things outta my system, especially that I know that you don't have the time to stalk me around the net now
but I guess writing it here is better than leaving you a cryptic note.
for the first time ever I feel like we're drifting apart for a bit, I might not be true but it sure gets me all confused.
I know, work is hard and exhausting, and I work a lot lately too, and then I come home and wait for you. It's not about you disappearing or not making me those great dinners you used to (which I miss a lot), it's about the fact that I hardly see you anymore, and when I do you pass out after an hour, and I hardly finish to tell you all the stuff I want.
I told you I might be cranky and moody, but this crappy situation isn't helping either. I can't sleep alone, I don't eat much without you around, I hardly do anything lately other than work, come home, stare at the computer and go to bed feeling like shit.
I know we need the money, but I also need you here sometimes. I don't know if I did something wrong or is it just a phase you're going by yourself - being so cold and quiet, hardly talking to me, hardly touching me at all.
I just really, really miss you.
oh man, I turned out so gay. It's good to get these things outta my system, especially that I know that you don't have the time to stalk me around the net now