Welcome & Goodbye, Summer
i guess i have a fucked up luck with these endings...they usually burn down and become an ember of drifted memories where both people pretty much swallow the wallop of broken routine to basically starting a new. just how the heat of the sun calms down by the end of the summer...so will this. August has always been an unfortunate month for me. however, it always brings new beginnings and it's a load off for what awaits us during the upcoming season.....before opening "the gates of oblivion" - sort of speak. we're grown adults and we respect our friendship and most importantly we cherish the friends we share...so i am positive that this decision is best for both us and it will become easier for them to understand and for us to move on. to be honest, i did try to salvage, heh i think i did pretty poorly or my efforts wouldn't of mattered but i guess in the end-run, we felt good about it. to have intended something meaningful but have learned something from our poor decision making. nevertheless, it doesn't hurt to cry a little, feel emotional confused and laugh due to the casualness of it all. i regret nothing.