"I'm only happy when its complicated"
Well, things are still going ok. There for I'm stressing like there is no tomorrow. I dont know why I do this. Every time things are going well my stress levels go through the roof coz it normally means somethings bruing, hell mouth style.
Thats not cool right??? Why do I feel freaked out if nothings going wrong? NOT THAT THATS WHAT I WANT! Dont get me wrong, I would love it if life was kinda breezy all the time but I know life doesnt work that way. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! This is doing my head in.
Example: One of the Myer floor manages, who isnt my boss but I still kinda have to work beside her goes to me as I was leaving tonight "Are you in tomorrow?" Why would she care if I'm in tomorrow or not anless she had to talk to me about something I've screwed up???
Hmmmmmmm. Paranoia? E.S.P? Intuition? Fuck I hope I'm just paranoid.
Thats not cool right??? Why do I feel freaked out if nothings going wrong? NOT THAT THATS WHAT I WANT! Dont get me wrong, I would love it if life was kinda breezy all the time but I know life doesnt work that way. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! This is doing my head in.
Example: One of the Myer floor manages, who isnt my boss but I still kinda have to work beside her goes to me as I was leaving tonight "Are you in tomorrow?" Why would she care if I'm in tomorrow or not anless she had to talk to me about something I've screwed up???
Hmmmmmmm. Paranoia? E.S.P? Intuition? Fuck I hope I'm just paranoid.