Apr 13, 2004 13:22
Hey hey. Well today started out pretty bad i blew up cause things wernt working to the way i wanted and i broke a window and put a whole through a door. So i have to pay for the both of them. This hasnt happend in a long time i dunno what happend. I geuss im kinda like the hulk i just lose control and things go blank. Im pretty sure that i will still have plenty of money to go to FL in may. My mom sounds like she will give me a loan to buy the ticket now. So things will work out. I just wish i could control my self i have been doing this for 17 years almost 18 i dont know what happens i just lose it and have no control over myself. Well im off to the shower then to the bank to put my money in an account.