A little conversation held December 22, 2004
"im sure ill get used to it. mrr.. ive been meaning to have a shower all day but i just cant be arsed. i might as well go now, before dad gets home. i need to refresh myself after my 13 hour journey. yes, thats right. 10 hours on a coach and another three on two trains and a bus. bah.... @.@; we got some gorgeous shots of me in my pirate clothes looking out to sea with a spyglass and everything. ill eb sure to get the m developed as soon as i possibly can. MAYBE tomorrow i dont know... ill see how much i have in my bank. :) but i hope they came out okay. i took some with my phone though that i could show you when you get online. :3 i do still love you, yeah..still in that way im afraid. but theres not much i can really do about it. it will subside eventually. *smiles and pets the back of your head* this might seem a little like too much information but i feel i can tell you in confidence. alans um... "stuff" ... doesnt taste at all salty..and i know that the actual seamen itself is supposed to be salty because of the um.. um... i cant say the word so ill just use tadpoles XD. sam (finnish sam) said that hes totally ...whats the word...well he cant father kids because he has no live tadpoles, and his stuff doesnt taste salty either so he told me o.O so i wonder if alan is.. dammit whats the word! ... the only thing that springs to mind is infertile O.o; but i know thats not the word im looking for.. hmm..oh i cant think but im sure you know which word i mean. hmm..*ponderS* ...
and as for how he was? meh, you were better with your hands. he isnt all that big..perhaps about 4 inches.. *shrugs* bt its not altogether important... i just wish it were bigger...ya know...it's not overly satisfyinh...but...*shrugs* al an okay guy....if only i could just get past that.... just got done wrapping presents, this year should be a good one i hope. then off down to cornwall again fora fancy dress in the local tavern with mr jack sparrow .. almost."
and as for how he was? meh, you were better with your hands. he isnt all that big..perhaps about 4 inches.. *shrugs* bt its not altogether important... i just wish it were bigger...ya know...it's not overly satisfyinh...but...*shrugs* al an okay guy....if only i could just get past that.... just got done wrapping presents, this year should be a good one i hope. then off down to cornwall again fora fancy dress in the local tavern with mr jack sparrow .. almost."