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every step forward forges new regrets.
god i wish i could sleep threw this.
we will make mistake and we will pay for them.
i know i messed up but im not giving up on us yet.
please dont give up on us yet.
manatee is a good band or well was a good band.well me and jenni are broken up and my feeling tells me its for good.all i wanted to do was talk but i guess i went to far.she wont speak to me now.i hope shes happy.well today went ok...slow but ok...work was no fun because im getting ready for my first show :) its kinda scarey though because i was to do the sound board and recored for a band and im still new...but Val the lead tech will be there to help me.i need to find soemone who can trust me...some one i can talk to who really trust me. i miss hanging out with ashley alot but she to busy with everything to hang out like we used to.i think im going to go for a walk....i need one.
god i wish i could sleep threw this.
we will make mistake and we will pay for them.
i know i messed up but im not giving up on us yet.
please dont give up on us yet.
manatee is a good band or well was a good band.well me and jenni are broken up and my feeling tells me its for good.all i wanted to do was talk but i guess i went to far.she wont speak to me now.i hope shes happy.well today went ok...slow but ok...work was no fun because im getting ready for my first show :) its kinda scarey though because i was to do the sound board and recored for a band and im still new...but Val the lead tech will be there to help me.i need to find soemone who can trust me...some one i can talk to who really trust me. i miss hanging out with ashley alot but she to busy with everything to hang out like we used to.i think im going to go for a walk....i need one.