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alright, here's what's been goin on today... went to school this morning and didn't do anything except go over the syllabus... physics seems to be a good class while computer science looks a lot hard, oh well... gotta get serious with school i guess... anyways, i don't have anything to complain about school right now but i'm sorry if as u read along, i happen to ramble and vent my frustrations from what happened when i got home. so here it goes... when i got home, my bro wasn't there yet with the so-called "family car" so my dad was pissed cuz he had to use the car and took it out on me basically... he asked me why it took me long and i said i had to be at school and he even get mad cuz i answered back, honestly i dunno if parents want their kids to answer them if they ask u questions... after that, i ended up with no car and no food at home. i waited for my bro to get home and when he did, i asked him what took so long and he was the one this time who got angry with me and such... rather than arguing more with him, i just went into my room like a loser that i am... for those of u who don't know, i try to avoid confrontations the best i can cuz i have no clue what might happen if i stay... going back to the "story", i got hungry around 5 cuz i haven't eaten anything at all so i ordered some pizza... actually, it was 3 pizzas and buffalo wings from domino's and let's just say it wasn't cheap. when it arrived i paid for it and told the peeps who were in the house that there's some food. now here's the part where i got really really pissed... everyone, including my bro's gf or whatever she is to him who is actually living with us now, basically complained that i shoulda gotten a different pizza or what not and no one even said thank you for gettin some food and payin for it... it's okay if they didn't say thanks but for cryin' out loud at least appreciate the gesture that i made. My friends appreciate it if i do something but my own family doesn't so it really sucks... it's like the gf is more of a family member than i am and they actually pay for nothing when they are here while i pay for food... GGAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH... i'm really sorry for throwin all this out to whoever reads this but i figured it's better than keepin it all inside me... Again, i'm really sorry and u all take care... bye bye