Oct 25, 2004 20:02
well, life is hanging on a thread in terms of happiness right now... still grounded which means i have nothing to do... i've been eating too much junk food which is prolly why i feel sick right now... parents still think that i have a girlfriend that i always go out with every chance i get... please show me cuz i would love to have someone that would make me happy and would inspire me to be a better person to everyone... cuz right now, i don't think i am that good of a person... at least i don't feel like it... why don't i have a girlfriend? people ask me that and i don't know what to say... maybe cuz i don't feel like gettin rejected, or getting cheated on again, or i dunno... if u have the answer please tell me... it's just it gets lonely sometimes cuz u have no one to share ur happiness with or to inspire you to wake up every morning... enough blabbering... no one reads this anyways... take care u all and bye bye