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Ok that last entry was just me in a down. The higher I am up the farther down my downs are, I don't really know why I get downs but I do, so don't think I am going to kill myself or anything melodramatic like that.
I love Jen, she is wonderful. This is insane but we are talking about not living on campus in the fall and getting an apartment together instead. I know that sounds insane but I have never felt so close so fast to anyone before. She is more devoted then any girl I have ever dated, she is sweeter as well (however I have to confess that she decently hops back and for over the too sweet line). She is funny, intelligent, has a great sense of humor and is the best lover I have ever had. Ok so that last one may have been too much info but oh well I kept it PG and everyone reading this can get into R rated movies so it's all good.
Her friend Sara hates me because I am not worthy of someone like Jen. I don't like Sara even if I do agree with her. I completely understand the league system and although I know I am not on the bottom of the rung I am also not on top and Jen is decently a 10 in personality and looks. However Sara's real problem is she is miserable with her life and wants everyone else to be just as miserable so I really don't put to much stock in her.
My friend Jean has been mad about me dating Jen but I figured out why that is. She asked me a little bit ago in references to a few of the things Jen does that I like "But I thought you said we wouldn't work out because of that". Now I was lying because I didn't want to tell Jean we wouldn't work out because of her total lack of tact, sophistication, culture or the fact that all though she is intelligent she is an ignorant redneck. Were good friends but I don't want a girlfriend who shows up to the macaroni grill wearing a bikini top and board shorts (she did this apparently and was asked to leave, which puzzled her).
But I digress and this entry really isn't about either of them, it about that fact that Jen and I are talking about moving in together. It was funny when she told me that her friends didn't think we would work out I told her that there was only one way to know for sure, meaning to keep going out, however her response was "go get married?" and we went from there to moving in together but she has made it clear that although we have only been dating a week she wants to marry me. Don't worry I am not that rash but it’s so cute.
I still can't help but feeling that this is going to come crashing down if flames but there is no reason to. I have finally found a nice girl that I care about that cares about me (plus she dose fill the legally insane requirement of anyone I would be with for an extended period of time).
I love Jen, she is wonderful. This is insane but we are talking about not living on campus in the fall and getting an apartment together instead. I know that sounds insane but I have never felt so close so fast to anyone before. She is more devoted then any girl I have ever dated, she is sweeter as well (however I have to confess that she decently hops back and for over the too sweet line). She is funny, intelligent, has a great sense of humor and is the best lover I have ever had. Ok so that last one may have been too much info but oh well I kept it PG and everyone reading this can get into R rated movies so it's all good.
Her friend Sara hates me because I am not worthy of someone like Jen. I don't like Sara even if I do agree with her. I completely understand the league system and although I know I am not on the bottom of the rung I am also not on top and Jen is decently a 10 in personality and looks. However Sara's real problem is she is miserable with her life and wants everyone else to be just as miserable so I really don't put to much stock in her.
My friend Jean has been mad about me dating Jen but I figured out why that is. She asked me a little bit ago in references to a few of the things Jen does that I like "But I thought you said we wouldn't work out because of that". Now I was lying because I didn't want to tell Jean we wouldn't work out because of her total lack of tact, sophistication, culture or the fact that all though she is intelligent she is an ignorant redneck. Were good friends but I don't want a girlfriend who shows up to the macaroni grill wearing a bikini top and board shorts (she did this apparently and was asked to leave, which puzzled her).
But I digress and this entry really isn't about either of them, it about that fact that Jen and I are talking about moving in together. It was funny when she told me that her friends didn't think we would work out I told her that there was only one way to know for sure, meaning to keep going out, however her response was "go get married?" and we went from there to moving in together but she has made it clear that although we have only been dating a week she wants to marry me. Don't worry I am not that rash but it’s so cute.
I still can't help but feeling that this is going to come crashing down if flames but there is no reason to. I have finally found a nice girl that I care about that cares about me (plus she dose fill the legally insane requirement of anyone I would be with for an extended period of time).