Jan 03, 2010 04:11
It really is the new beginning I’ve been anticipating, like when you know you’re gonna be happy sometime. You know there’s so much more to life.
Well, thing really have changed... And it’s not just because I met Kathy, infact I think meeting her was as a result of sorting myself out in the latter part of 2009. I’m so excited about 2010; it’s been the best Holiday I can remember in a good while.
So New Years was another disaster, I headed down to Bournemouth with a couple of mates to meet up with Dom and his Sis for what was meant to be a big party down there but it turned out pretty terrible. It got to the point where I literally looked at my car and then my watch at thought “Fuck, if I leave now I won’t make it back for Midnight, but 1am is good enough... I can also pop by the bar, find Kathy and surprise her!”
I grabbed my bag, jumped in the car and left. Now, It’s not a first for me disappearing and stuff, I am a free spirit and no-one will hold me down but I bet some people think I left so I could see Kathy, no no no that’s wrong. Of course it would have been amazing to see her, but I wouldn’t have left just to see her in that way. We’d spent the previous night together instead anyway! I was pretty annoyed, and just needed to get outta there... At least Ruislip might have been fun and not full of idiots. I dunno, students are beginning to grate on me a little.
So, I drove and drove as fast as I could finally getting back into my town, parked the car and walked down to the bar to see if I could catch her outside having a cigarette. No. Instead, I talk to the DJ for a while before getting spotted by her friends who thought I was being a massive weirdo. Don’t really blame them though...
I did continue this entry, for ages, but the my brother accidentally switched off the router and I ended up losing it all AGAIN. Not having much luck with this lately... Watch this space, however, my message to the world right now is things are positive. Love life.