Jun 04, 2007 23:59
Fuck her, who does she think she is coming out with something like that? Amber needs to stop pretending to be mature.
So the weekend was mad, but rar rar rar they all are. Fuck yeah... Or not, I'm not happy today really. I'm kinda, annoyed. I feel anxious... And tired, yet I'm still sat here writing bullshit and talking to a girl I don't even like, oh and Sarah... But that's ok, cause Sarah is someone I do like. And that's kinda like my permanent problem lol.
I spent a long while last night at Katies, kinda trashed off my face on an assortment of liquors, wine and beer. Ohhh yes. But we had meaningful and good conversation. I wish I could bottle and sell the feelings I feel when I'm with Sarah... I'd make millions. (don't need your money) That girl... And the conversation flowed, and my witty remarks caused smiles and lots of laughter. But then that one phone call, from him, and she was gone. And then I'm there, with so many people but at the same time alone. And I'm looking at the stars, and I'm wondering... Wondering why that very person, one girl in the whole wide world still means so much to me. And then Hannah shouts over "Dane, Dane... BOYOOOO!" or something crazy like that, and I'm back... I'm back in and thinking, thinking that... Well I can't remember, I just forgot.
So today, late to work again. Tired of the bus already and feeling lonely. It's too hot at work and there's no-one nice to hang out with, there's not even that cute chick to chat to. How I wish we could just go for a coffee break or something, man that place sucks.
But tommorow is a new day, and anything could be instore for me. Roll on America, roll on California... But right now, I'm not feeling it. Nothing's packed.
I'm very tired.
My thoughts are out there.x.
"don't wait..."