It's Time
I'm bored.
Really bored.
Came home from Beckys (party last night) early this morning, haha woke up next to this cute blonde girl called Emily... Haha, she's well cute, we flirted like the whole night. I didn't make a move though, she was kinda drunk and as I know her it wudda felt wrong. She's nice though. :)
The party sucked in a way, and in other ways it was cool... Nothing amazing though. Spent alot of the night wanting a good excuse to put a few people in their place, but gah... I was in one of those shitty if-anyone-starts-I'm-gonna-go-off-on-one moods. I knew there was something about those guys, came out this morning and found a mirror missing from my car, cunts. Then the cops came to beckys and informed her there's a £180 worth of damage on other peoples property. Shame they don't live near by otherwise I'd be paying them a visit right now.
Dunno what to do this afternoon / evening, not really got any plans... :( don't wanna stay in though!
Senses Fail's songs... I go on about them alot lately, I totally feel it... They help me relate to my pains in life sometimes ya know? Bad emotion.
I've gotta stop this shit, I've gotta get back on top of it... I hate hating what I see when I look in the mirror.
I'm phoning the RAF Careers monday, that's when they're back... The trade I'm interested in (and scored for) is open now, I'm gonna go for it... I mean ok it's not what I had my heart set on at all, but, once you're in you're in... I've done research and it's grown on me. The RAF is the RAF no matter what trade you are, espesh now days... Airman (warfighter) first, tradesman second. So the Regt keep telling us anyway. The only thing I'm worried about is that dude at the AFCO that always gives me a hard time about my choices. I'm honestly hoping this time I'm actually gonna get somewhere with this... I mean this application begun in Summer 05! I need change, a new life, a new town, and something to aim for... The RAF can give me that now. Not before, but now.
Run with me?
Really bored.
Came home from Beckys (party last night) early this morning, haha woke up next to this cute blonde girl called Emily... Haha, she's well cute, we flirted like the whole night. I didn't make a move though, she was kinda drunk and as I know her it wudda felt wrong. She's nice though. :)
The party sucked in a way, and in other ways it was cool... Nothing amazing though. Spent alot of the night wanting a good excuse to put a few people in their place, but gah... I was in one of those shitty if-anyone-starts-I'm-gonna-go-off-on-one moods. I knew there was something about those guys, came out this morning and found a mirror missing from my car, cunts. Then the cops came to beckys and informed her there's a £180 worth of damage on other peoples property. Shame they don't live near by otherwise I'd be paying them a visit right now.
Dunno what to do this afternoon / evening, not really got any plans... :( don't wanna stay in though!
Senses Fail's songs... I go on about them alot lately, I totally feel it... They help me relate to my pains in life sometimes ya know? Bad emotion.
I've gotta stop this shit, I've gotta get back on top of it... I hate hating what I see when I look in the mirror.
I'm phoning the RAF Careers monday, that's when they're back... The trade I'm interested in (and scored for) is open now, I'm gonna go for it... I mean ok it's not what I had my heart set on at all, but, once you're in you're in... I've done research and it's grown on me. The RAF is the RAF no matter what trade you are, espesh now days... Airman (warfighter) first, tradesman second. So the Regt keep telling us anyway. The only thing I'm worried about is that dude at the AFCO that always gives me a hard time about my choices. I'm honestly hoping this time I'm actually gonna get somewhere with this... I mean this application begun in Summer 05! I need change, a new life, a new town, and something to aim for... The RAF can give me that now. Not before, but now.
Run with me?