An Update, Some Emo and a bunch of Hugs.
Mm, I can already tell that today is going to be a not so good day emotionally-wise. And not like the problems I had before in the last week or so, not quite like that level of upset but just... feeling kind of lost? And perhaps a bit lonely... I don't know, its a hard mood to describe but you can feel it in the pit of your stomach in any case.
I've been in talks with lots of people about changing some things in my life. It's frankly a huge step that I'm afraid to take for so many reasons but of course, there's always part of me that thinks that this would be a great idea and solution and I just hope that that is the rational side. Still a lot more things to do with it though.
That's about it really, things are well, they're not terrible over here, I just wish they were better than they are. Still, if you don't mind sparing the hugs, I don't mind taking them.
Congrats by the way to miss_zedem for getting a house; hugs to skidmo for having a bad few weeks as well (though for different reasons surely); another huge hug and a swift kick to the bottom of fellow employee's to misslucyjane; and hugs to madame_corbeau who I still don't know real well, but she keeps me entertained when I'm stuck at school and her life is going great so, wonderful.
Pokes to tanarian as I miss seeing her around (though all those posts I just saw of hers made me flail happily) as well as a new muse that will perhaps, help the mental block; a huge thanks to mgunby as I got your package last night and I know it will be put to good use. Immediately.
And huge glomps to athousanderrors who has helped try to keep me sane(r) this week and has done a marvelous job of it. *kissyglompyhugs* But still, you better be on soon. *shakes finger* You harlot. *grins*
... wow. I feel bit better now.
I've been in talks with lots of people about changing some things in my life. It's frankly a huge step that I'm afraid to take for so many reasons but of course, there's always part of me that thinks that this would be a great idea and solution and I just hope that that is the rational side. Still a lot more things to do with it though.
That's about it really, things are well, they're not terrible over here, I just wish they were better than they are. Still, if you don't mind sparing the hugs, I don't mind taking them.
Congrats by the way to miss_zedem for getting a house; hugs to skidmo for having a bad few weeks as well (though for different reasons surely); another huge hug and a swift kick to the bottom of fellow employee's to misslucyjane; and hugs to madame_corbeau who I still don't know real well, but she keeps me entertained when I'm stuck at school and her life is going great so, wonderful.
Pokes to tanarian as I miss seeing her around (though all those posts I just saw of hers made me flail happily) as well as a new muse that will perhaps, help the mental block; a huge thanks to mgunby as I got your package last night and I know it will be put to good use. Immediately.
And huge glomps to athousanderrors who has helped try to keep me sane(r) this week and has done a marvelous job of it. *kissyglompyhugs* But still, you better be on soon. *shakes finger* You harlot. *grins*
... wow. I feel bit better now.