Between you and me I could honestly say...that things could only get better

[mavdave]

well in response to the statement which i made earlier............i have just decided to quit the world for a few days because clearly i am a horrible person who should be ignored and left alone. But also I have decided that maybe i should return to my roots as the emo depressed kid that i was seeing as i am already halfway there..... nothing has changed im still just the friend not the one that they want to date just the one they want to hang out with when they need something ...or sure we are friends but clearly i am someone to be ignored when people walk into the room because i might ruin their image to be seen with me.....or maybe i never mattered at all and was led on the wole time because i really dont matter to people i guess....(i thought i left my emo life behind when i left the lake but i guess not.........why does the world hate me?)
Maybe i should just give up caring and retreat back into the whole that i spent most of the past 9 years of my life in.........................

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But i mean nothing to you and i don't know why
And i don't know why
Why
I don't know