thinking
today at work i had this revelation work is the only place where people call me by my name and when they do i dont answer because no else does and megan just sounds so foreign to my ears............ maybe i should just let it go and move on but i think it bothers me so much because maybe its connected to something else...........i dunno i just want to go back to my old life where i actually enjoyed it and didn't seem to live under a black cloud.