Dreams Hurt
I'm having a lot of issues lately. Me and my mate are having a rough patch in our relationship and still haven't time to talk about it. I've also been very very very very very lonely lately...I've been crying just because I want a freaking hug from anyone.
Besides that my sleep schedule is horrible. I go to sleep when I get home at about 3 or 4 pm and wake up now.
The last two days I've had horrible dreams.
The first one:
I went with some people I knew apparently and we were on a roller coaster like thing and talking and out of nowhere I flew from my seat landing on the side of the track and being pummeled by the coaster. Later on I woke up to find myself passed out in my own house and hearing someone speaking of what they think happened to me which was not accurate. After correcting them I was walking upstairs to go to sleep and my father was calling my name but I didn't answer.
The second one ( right now ):
I went to FWA somehow and someway managed to get RJ to go along with. When me and RJ entered he immediately knew where we were and proceeded outside to what seemed like a large patio with displays and vendors outside and benches full of people chit chatting. I felt so happy like it was a magical place until when I tried to approach RJ outside he kept ignoring me and talking to women instead. When this finally hurt enough and my heart essentially died I tried to go inside because everyone left from outside due to the dark and I overheard there was going to be a masquerade. When I heard this news I frowned and walked upstairs and into a room and went to sleep along like usual. I woke up after that.
I don't know what either of these mean to be honest...but these are making me feel really abandoned...I don't mean to hurt anyone by explaining what happened in these dreams, they just hurt and I wanted to tell someone...anyone...
Besides that my sleep schedule is horrible. I go to sleep when I get home at about 3 or 4 pm and wake up now.
The last two days I've had horrible dreams.
The first one:
I went with some people I knew apparently and we were on a roller coaster like thing and talking and out of nowhere I flew from my seat landing on the side of the track and being pummeled by the coaster. Later on I woke up to find myself passed out in my own house and hearing someone speaking of what they think happened to me which was not accurate. After correcting them I was walking upstairs to go to sleep and my father was calling my name but I didn't answer.
The second one ( right now ):
I went to FWA somehow and someway managed to get RJ to go along with. When me and RJ entered he immediately knew where we were and proceeded outside to what seemed like a large patio with displays and vendors outside and benches full of people chit chatting. I felt so happy like it was a magical place until when I tried to approach RJ outside he kept ignoring me and talking to women instead. When this finally hurt enough and my heart essentially died I tried to go inside because everyone left from outside due to the dark and I overheard there was going to be a masquerade. When I heard this news I frowned and walked upstairs and into a room and went to sleep along like usual. I woke up after that.
I don't know what either of these mean to be honest...but these are making me feel really abandoned...I don't mean to hurt anyone by explaining what happened in these dreams, they just hurt and I wanted to tell someone...anyone...