...mrawrf.....
*Sigh*. Last night I was supposed to call TJ and I even told him that I promised I would at 9 o'clock on sunday....And within an hour of that promise I lost my phone, smart thing to do on my behalf.....I've been beating myself up over it all day thinking What If there was something important he had to tell me....what if he got hurt that day....I don't know....all I know is that I'm a horrible boyfriend. I can't even keep a promise to call him. It's just another of the millions of problems...
Beyond that I got to school today, and as always, the asians were trying to overflow into the spot I've claimed mine for the past three years....that ended up not so great....but I got my spot back, yay....From there I went to first period, and as always my physics teacher proved himself unworthy of teaching by messing up hundreds of times in just a 50 minute period....According to Mr. Beck, the square root of 5 is 23....Mmmk, after that second period went dandy, no work, just notes and sleeping....Then the real hell came for today....I got to US History, third period, and since I stayed home a day last week to try to recooperate myself from breaking down I had to go to another room while they went over the test. And with my luck, a freshmen class is where I landed. My god I see why NO teachers out there want to teach freshmen. These CHILDREN, and yes there is a reason I capitalized that, were ATTEMPTING, another reason there, to read about deforestation in the Amazon River Valley. Started with a few jokes here and there from little jack-ass spoiled brats who spend 40 dollars on one shirt because they have no sense of anything but social appeal...Ended up with the teacher snapping, sitting down and just letting the class sit there and talk about shit. Went from deforestation to Sadam Husain or whatever his name is being hung, to a guy telling a story how this guy killed a gay kid because he was gay, to premeditative murder, and I just wanted to shoot every single person in there including myself for how stupid that enviroment was....By far that has been probably the worst taught and worst behaved bunch of unintelligent infidels I have ever been forced to be within the vicinity of.
Anyways tommorow is a pure luxury day due to voting, which I am worried about....School is closed none the less.
Well, I have nothing to do, no one to talk to, nowhere to go, so that means I get to do the best thing to pass time ever......besides 'that'....sleep.
I love you TJ, please forgive me for my stupidity....I don't know if you will get around to reading this but if you ever do I did find my phone again last night around 10pm so if you get a chance at work PLEASE call me....I want to tell you how sorry I am and that I love you despite I say it to you as often as I do....marf.
Sweet dreams.
Beyond that I got to school today, and as always, the asians were trying to overflow into the spot I've claimed mine for the past three years....that ended up not so great....but I got my spot back, yay....From there I went to first period, and as always my physics teacher proved himself unworthy of teaching by messing up hundreds of times in just a 50 minute period....According to Mr. Beck, the square root of 5 is 23....Mmmk, after that second period went dandy, no work, just notes and sleeping....Then the real hell came for today....I got to US History, third period, and since I stayed home a day last week to try to recooperate myself from breaking down I had to go to another room while they went over the test. And with my luck, a freshmen class is where I landed. My god I see why NO teachers out there want to teach freshmen. These CHILDREN, and yes there is a reason I capitalized that, were ATTEMPTING, another reason there, to read about deforestation in the Amazon River Valley. Started with a few jokes here and there from little jack-ass spoiled brats who spend 40 dollars on one shirt because they have no sense of anything but social appeal...Ended up with the teacher snapping, sitting down and just letting the class sit there and talk about shit. Went from deforestation to Sadam Husain or whatever his name is being hung, to a guy telling a story how this guy killed a gay kid because he was gay, to premeditative murder, and I just wanted to shoot every single person in there including myself for how stupid that enviroment was....By far that has been probably the worst taught and worst behaved bunch of unintelligent infidels I have ever been forced to be within the vicinity of.
Anyways tommorow is a pure luxury day due to voting, which I am worried about....School is closed none the less.
Well, I have nothing to do, no one to talk to, nowhere to go, so that means I get to do the best thing to pass time ever......besides 'that'....sleep.
I love you TJ, please forgive me for my stupidity....I don't know if you will get around to reading this but if you ever do I did find my phone again last night around 10pm so if you get a chance at work PLEASE call me....I want to tell you how sorry I am and that I love you despite I say it to you as often as I do....marf.
Sweet dreams.