Oct 04, 2005 23:58
Jen still hasn't called me back. Her
phone has been off for weeks now and I haven't heard a word from her.
I'm worried about her. If you're out there Jen just let me know...I
can't sleep for more than 30 minutes at a time because it all goes back
to thinking about you and what might have happened...I can't take this
anymore...I don't know what to do....
On a different subject so you guys don't just listen
to me saying how much I love Jen as always...I finished my project for
History today. My shield is complete, the essay is kinda 3 pages long,
and i'm tired as hell. It's due today acutally. Hehe. Thursday we're
doing a reinactment, not sure how but we are.
I got a purple paper in math today with my
assignments and averages. Basically all shitty except the one last one
put in. I now have a 59%. I got a freakin 100 on my fucking chapter 3
test! BOOYAKA!
Anyways I can't stop thinking about Jen. I just
can't stand not talking to her for this long...I wish someone would
tell me where she was. I mean, what if she found someone else and
doesn't want to tell me so she is avoiding me, or what if she got
harased by those bastards like always and finally did herself in, or
what if her dad finally stopped driving by and got to her...I can't
stand this! I can't stop crying now...goodnight....