Energy/Will/Desire
So here I am, languishing in the Purple Palace on a Bank Holiday, trying to summon up the Energy/Will/Desire to paint the bathroom. have the Paint, the Tools, the Bathroom, the Time, but no Energy/Will/Desire.
I do, or course, have plenty of E/W/D to read Pros and Due South Slash, re-read all those SAB e-mails and remember in amazement when I was a proper fangrrlll, with a Yahoo Group and a Fandom, and stories and everything, read other people's LJs and wish I could update mine more regulalry, and more witty-ly...
I also have much E/W/D to play endlessly with Photoshop, seek out unusual Pros pix, learn new texturising techniques and create fanart.
*sigh*
Life on the fan fringes. It keeps me sane.