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Nov 29, 2005 19:18

no matter how are i try to express how i am feeling, the actuality of my emotions can never be written, or understood. and in a way it kinda sucks, because i want someone that can relate to me and be like ya i have felt that way. perhaps it would make me feel less alone. but then again its nice to have something to myself where i dont have to tell you everything.

something i was thinking about earlyer tonight was the fact that nobody will ever know your memories. not even the people who were there, and in a way that scares me to death. i want people to know some of the things that i have faced, but i dont want them to know by telling them. i want them to live my life and see the shit gone down. and it sort of bums me out that it will never happen. there are many things that i hide from the world, that i know that i would get judged on and be prosocuted about, but if in some time i could have everyone in the world live my life and have them understand ever little piece of the puzzle, i might feel comforted.

if that made any sence,
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