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samms bake from the hospital (like a week ago) but i saw her on thursday! and it amde me sooo ahppy... i love her sooo much! shes absolutely wonderful... and i hope she doenst fuck up again... cuz i care too much aboot her to see her miserable like this again... when she was in there, she made me stuff out of focus beads... one of them says kodi + bob... and the other one is a heartagram... they are soo neet-0 spead-0... i wanna get some focus beads and make stuff... and yea... i hope stops smokinmg... it makes me sad that she does/did... i ahve no clue if she is still doing that...a nd she says shes gunna quit... but shes thinking she can stop cold turkey...a dn knowing her that wont work... you ahve to gradually cut bake... you know? well weather or not she does it, i will always love her!!
next week is rachels birthday... and she is stay at jacobs(her boyfrand) house... but she is telling her parents that shes staying at mine... i dont know how well this will work... i hope we dont get in trouble... cuz her parents are known to just like call and say ooh we are picking you up, we dont trust you and stuff... im scared... adn then on saturday night, she is comming over... and im planning on making her a cake and stuff.. that is also the day my brother is moving out :[ so ill be happy and sad... well ill be happy is everything goes ok with the whole plan with roo... then on sunday she is going down the hill to get a tatoo... shes scared aboot that... and its her friend thats taking her down there, and once again, her parents dont know aboot it... shes not making very good decissions... and i think its my fault cuz im letting her do all of this... is it my fault? i dont know...
ricky was at school the whole week this week! it made me sooo happy! cuz thats only the 3 or 4 time thats happened this year, and the only time its happened sense me and him started to go out... crazy... i love him... i really do... and i love being with him... like when im on the phone with him and stuff... im just so comfortable and everything... and i dont get embarrassed... and yesterday after school, there was this pretty girl whos in the 8th grade, she was at rim seeing peopel, and she saw me and ricky... and she was just like giving me dirty looks cuz last year she was alll in love with him... and she was like hey rick, you dont know who i am do u? nad he said noooo... \and then there was like 20 seconds of awuward silence, and he said ooh danile sweet... she said yea... and the ricky grabbed my hand and pulled me away... it was funny... and then guy told me to hurry up cuz his momy was waiting to give us a ride home... and so i told ricky i had to go and i kissed him and hugged him... and ooh i love him :]
lately at school.. ive been getting soo much exersize... and its not even at pe... like i dont really walk no more... i skip... almost everywhere... and me adn my friend andy ahve dance parties... and its soo much fun ooh my! the other day i was wearing andys pants at school... cuz all of my other ones were in the waser and were allw et and stuff... so i had to wear those... and then at the end of school i was walking with ricky and jon... and ricky was talking to this one guy... adn i was talking to jon... and i was like im wearing fat pants jon... and he was like thats cute... and then ricky said in a kinda angered but not really voice,"are those andys pants?" nad i said yea i told him aboot my delemma of not dyry pants this morning... adn then he asked me if he had mine... and i said yea... ricky didnt seem too ahppy aboot it... and i felt bad... but i love andy... hes my friend... and me and hima re sapposed to be best friends... and stuff... u know? yea...
next week is rachels birthday... and she is stay at jacobs(her boyfrand) house... but she is telling her parents that shes staying at mine... i dont know how well this will work... i hope we dont get in trouble... cuz her parents are known to just like call and say ooh we are picking you up, we dont trust you and stuff... im scared... adn then on saturday night, she is comming over... and im planning on making her a cake and stuff.. that is also the day my brother is moving out :[ so ill be happy and sad... well ill be happy is everything goes ok with the whole plan with roo... then on sunday she is going down the hill to get a tatoo... shes scared aboot that... and its her friend thats taking her down there, and once again, her parents dont know aboot it... shes not making very good decissions... and i think its my fault cuz im letting her do all of this... is it my fault? i dont know...
ricky was at school the whole week this week! it made me sooo happy! cuz thats only the 3 or 4 time thats happened this year, and the only time its happened sense me and him started to go out... crazy... i love him... i really do... and i love being with him... like when im on the phone with him and stuff... im just so comfortable and everything... and i dont get embarrassed... and yesterday after school, there was this pretty girl whos in the 8th grade, she was at rim seeing peopel, and she saw me and ricky... and she was just like giving me dirty looks cuz last year she was alll in love with him... and she was like hey rick, you dont know who i am do u? nad he said noooo... \and then there was like 20 seconds of awuward silence, and he said ooh danile sweet... she said yea... and the ricky grabbed my hand and pulled me away... it was funny... and then guy told me to hurry up cuz his momy was waiting to give us a ride home... and so i told ricky i had to go and i kissed him and hugged him... and ooh i love him :]
lately at school.. ive been getting soo much exersize... and its not even at pe... like i dont really walk no more... i skip... almost everywhere... and me adn my friend andy ahve dance parties... and its soo much fun ooh my! the other day i was wearing andys pants at school... cuz all of my other ones were in the waser and were allw et and stuff... so i had to wear those... and then at the end of school i was walking with ricky and jon... and ricky was talking to this one guy... adn i was talking to jon... and i was like im wearing fat pants jon... and he was like thats cute... and then ricky said in a kinda angered but not really voice,"are those andys pants?" nad i said yea i told him aboot my delemma of not dyry pants this morning... adn then he asked me if he had mine... and i said yea... ricky didnt seem too ahppy aboot it... and i felt bad... but i love andy... hes my friend... and me and hima re sapposed to be best friends... and stuff... u know? yea...