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well well well... here i am again... writing aboot my o so exciting life... well lesse...
i finally told kevin(from the internet) that i ahve a bf... i didnt wanna tell him cuz he tells me he loves me and that he wishes me and him could be together... and hes suacidal(whatever that has to do with it)... so didnt wanna do anything too rash to make things in his life worse... u know... and he said oo well thast good... im jealous... but im happy for you.
im kinda still having feelings for cory(the senior) even though im with ricky and hes with arriana... now i hope no one finds this out... i like ricky a zillion times more though... i just like it how cory kisses me on the cheek and forehead... it makes me feel special... and i wish ricky would do that... oo my speaking of ricky... today... he told me he loves me... and i dont know if im making a BIG deal out of nothing... but i said it bake... and i didnt mean it... i dont know why i said it... it just came out and i didnt want him to get shot down i guess... i dont know... and i really hope he didnt mena it either... just cuz... i dont wanna be hurt... oo and rickys 'sister' thingy sent me a message on my space... and it was really sweet... she seems so nice :]
i finally told kevin(from the internet) that i ahve a bf... i didnt wanna tell him cuz he tells me he loves me and that he wishes me and him could be together... and hes suacidal(whatever that has to do with it)... so didnt wanna do anything too rash to make things in his life worse... u know... and he said oo well thast good... im jealous... but im happy for you.
im kinda still having feelings for cory(the senior) even though im with ricky and hes with arriana... now i hope no one finds this out... i like ricky a zillion times more though... i just like it how cory kisses me on the cheek and forehead... it makes me feel special... and i wish ricky would do that... oo my speaking of ricky... today... he told me he loves me... and i dont know if im making a BIG deal out of nothing... but i said it bake... and i didnt mean it... i dont know why i said it... it just came out and i didnt want him to get shot down i guess... i dont know... and i really hope he didnt mena it either... just cuz... i dont wanna be hurt... oo and rickys 'sister' thingy sent me a message on my space... and it was really sweet... she seems so nice :]