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things are getting crazy. time is being spent. i am doing nothing inparticular.
exams and final papers are coming. all due on the same day.
going to suck, because i will procrastinate because i can.
a couple sleepless nights will do me good, feeling like hell will let me realize i didn't have to do that.
my lonely rose is dying on my computer :(. kind of sad
my friends are being crazy, all of them. i tried to tell veneski that i missed her; and i felt kind of dissed so i gave up trying. tozzie is getting a little closer. borton is as close as ever. breah is in her own crying misery with boys and problems. cait is as whipped as i've ever seen. her first serious relationship; what would you expect though? megan is missing. i saw her and derrick make out. wasn't ready, kind of confused.
no one really to talk to about stuff. just anything. i just need to like.. get open, or have people confide in me. i guess me and breah will have that tomorrow. i hope so at least.
i miss being together and everyone being all crazy and no worries. i really really miss it. now everyone cares what everyone else thinks. now i'm starting not to care. screw them. i mean seriously, if anyone thinks somethign about me, their going to think it anyway regardless to what i actually have to say. assholes just piss me off. people that think their tough shit because that's what was put into their head. people that think they can do anything b/c they get away with anything. fuck 'em. hahaha.
so i miss my friends, i hate assholes, and i've given up impressing people that mean nothing. it will all be okay in the end :)
james and his music are attacking. it's now on all of the time. hahaha damn you and your music !!! :) <3
exams and final papers are coming. all due on the same day.
going to suck, because i will procrastinate because i can.
a couple sleepless nights will do me good, feeling like hell will let me realize i didn't have to do that.
my lonely rose is dying on my computer :(. kind of sad
my friends are being crazy, all of them. i tried to tell veneski that i missed her; and i felt kind of dissed so i gave up trying. tozzie is getting a little closer. borton is as close as ever. breah is in her own crying misery with boys and problems. cait is as whipped as i've ever seen. her first serious relationship; what would you expect though? megan is missing. i saw her and derrick make out. wasn't ready, kind of confused.
no one really to talk to about stuff. just anything. i just need to like.. get open, or have people confide in me. i guess me and breah will have that tomorrow. i hope so at least.
i miss being together and everyone being all crazy and no worries. i really really miss it. now everyone cares what everyone else thinks. now i'm starting not to care. screw them. i mean seriously, if anyone thinks somethign about me, their going to think it anyway regardless to what i actually have to say. assholes just piss me off. people that think their tough shit because that's what was put into their head. people that think they can do anything b/c they get away with anything. fuck 'em. hahaha.
so i miss my friends, i hate assholes, and i've given up impressing people that mean nothing. it will all be okay in the end :)
james and his music are attacking. it's now on all of the time. hahaha damn you and your music !!! :) <3