Well...That familiar feeling is back again....

[mauroram]

I am, once again, in Love, which makes me question if I really know what love is, and if it is truly Love that I'm in, and I do really know how to tell the difference between it and infatuation, why do I seem to fall in at a simple request? Once it's over and the Love is gone, I'm back up on my game

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Re: Hmmm....

[mauroram]

I guess I'm just angry. If we really did love each other, we couldn't have treated each other as badly as we did, and still do, for that matter.

Don't get me wrong, I know we cared about each other, we just were not in any way, shape, or form, what the other needed. We forced it. Our relationship was work. Neither of us ever wanted to comprimise or go in the same direction.

We had fun together, and I really did love him, there were just to many problems. I guess I'm just pissed off. Failed Love is depressing and I don't know if it's just me, or if I really do fall in and out of Love like it's going out of style.

This new guy appears to be everything I've been looking for. "Appears" being the main word here. I just don't want to get set up for a let down, but when James and I are together, nothing else crosses my mind, I don't miss him, I don't think about past relationships, nothing. It just feels like I've got Love back, it's kind of nice.

I don't know, I don't want to rehash all of the details of my old relationship, but in the end it was less than satisfying, for him and for me. Regardless of the good times, and the feeling behind it.