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Oh life, stop playing games. So, today has been eyeopening and failure in some way. With much apprehension, I realized I didn't actually feel any desire to do the job at AdaptaCare and do not want to pay/learn/study/invest time into becoming a Health Care Aide. I grabbed my purse after an hour and with a rushed explanation consisting mostly of: "I can't do this," I left defeated.
I guess I sort of screwed myself over with college plans for this fall. I have no idea what I'm going to do. I can't wait to tell my dad about these changes (this is sarcasm). I'm 19 this fall, it's not like I missed my chance... but still. It's disappointing nonetheless. I had tried to psych myself up for this a long time and then I was faced with the job in my eyes and no, just no. D:
Bye.
I guess I sort of screwed myself over with college plans for this fall. I have no idea what I'm going to do. I can't wait to tell my dad about these changes (this is sarcasm). I'm 19 this fall, it's not like I missed my chance... but still. It's disappointing nonetheless. I had tried to psych myself up for this a long time and then I was faced with the job in my eyes and no, just no. D:
Bye.