Oct 11, 2007 13:37
it's 6am. i think i got about an hour and a half of sleep last night. im trying to eat a little bit of fruit before i jump in the shower. at 7:30am i will be at the hospital to have the baby!! i can't believe the day is finally here!!! im so incredibly nervous/excited/scared! even though ive been told by many people what to expect i really have no clue what to expect. i cant believe im really going to be a mother. i just hope he comes out healthy and strong. i love him so much already, i cant even imagine how im going to feel when i finally see him. ryan was up most of the night doing some finishing touches on jack's room. i think hes a little more nervous than he's letting on
so that he can be strong for me. i love him so much for that. im sure we'll be just fine. today begins a new chapter of our life and i am so thankful i have him, he really is my heart. baby jack is so loved.