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i dont really feel bitter. more like indifferent. its just one of those things like i wish i never met him. god my life has been so great the past week and then he messages me and i get pissed off. thats really the only thing i feel for him anymore, just pissed off and mad. its just a pain in the ass to deal with more than anything. its getting a lot easier to just ignore it and walk away though. whatever.
so the guy i take care of has to have major surgery on tuesday morning. im really nervous for him. hes great. ill probably go see him in a week or so to give him some time to recover. hes definately in my thoughts.
oswego sunsets are amazing. they're even more amazing when spent with someone great. things have been wonderful.
been working like crazy. so if you think im just blowing you off, thats not it. i just need the money so ive been super busy. i think i have tomorrow off though.
i have another job interview in the morning. i hope i get it, its desk work and better pay. id still do the health aide stuff on the side but not as many hours because it really wears me out. we'll see.
i think im gonna go home, crawl into bed, and think about a certain someone who has my eye these days. :)
night! :)
so the guy i take care of has to have major surgery on tuesday morning. im really nervous for him. hes great. ill probably go see him in a week or so to give him some time to recover. hes definately in my thoughts.
oswego sunsets are amazing. they're even more amazing when spent with someone great. things have been wonderful.
been working like crazy. so if you think im just blowing you off, thats not it. i just need the money so ive been super busy. i think i have tomorrow off though.
i have another job interview in the morning. i hope i get it, its desk work and better pay. id still do the health aide stuff on the side but not as many hours because it really wears me out. we'll see.
i think im gonna go home, crawl into bed, and think about a certain someone who has my eye these days. :)
night! :)