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so i got a job taking care of a 92 year old lady. shes grumpy and mean. she likes me althought youd never be able to tell. she cant walk well or sit or stand on her own. she always yells at me when i try to help her. shoot me if i ever live to be that old.
i got in a car accident on tuesday. it wasnt my fault though. i slept over at joes on monday night and i was getting onto 690 at teall ave tuesday morning. there was road work on 690 so there was a stop sign on the on ramp. so everyone was stopped and i look up in my mirror and the lady behind me is totally not paying attention until she smashes into the back of me. she hit me so hard that i hit the guy infront of me who happened to be a d.e.c. officer. so the lady got a bunch of tickets. the only thing that made me really mad was that i had just gotten a cup of coffee and the whole thing splattered all over my car when she hit me. including me. yeah awesome, it was super hot too. but her insurance is paying to fix the front and back bumpers that are like hanging off my car. i have collision so i get a rental car. so all in all its not putting me out too much and all the scratches and dents that were already in my bumpers are going to be fixed for free. and no one was hurt...i should add that because i guess its kind of important.
living at my new place is really nice. i like it a lot. the only complaint i have is that i really have no friends around there anymore so its kind of lonely. im hanging out with dave tomorrow though...i havent seen him in forever so im really excited. lonnie comes to see me sometimes too and thats always nice. im glad he and i are hanging out again, i think its lame that we didnt stay friends because of joe and i, it being my fault completely...but thats in the past. i dunno not having anyone to hang out with makes me miss joe so ive been doing that a lot lately. as if thats not already obvious. i really dont know what his deal is. he tells me all the time hes always going to love me and i really think he will, we've gone through too much not to. i think thats why neither of us are really over it. he likes to say he is but then i get text messages in the middle of the night telling me how much he loves me. its just hard because sometimes hes so incredibly great to me and the next hes absolutely rotten. sometimes i think its getting easier and im moving on and then he does something to completely redeem himseld and keep me hanging on. i think he does it on purpose. i know him well enough to know if he didnt care he'd cut me off completely. but i also know him well enough to know he wants to be the one to control the way things are between us. it all just makes me feel like shit. i really dont want to play this game anymore but everyone knows i will. i love him too much to just walk away like i know i should.
my aunts bringing the baby over today...i love that kid so much. haha hes so awesome.
ive been reading a lot. ive had a lot of time to do it and i love to do it. so thats been nice. im just running out of books. i need to get a library card or something.
i have an interview on the 4th for another job. im hoping i get it, i really need the money. and i have the time to work two jobs.
im going to eat ice cream.
i got in a car accident on tuesday. it wasnt my fault though. i slept over at joes on monday night and i was getting onto 690 at teall ave tuesday morning. there was road work on 690 so there was a stop sign on the on ramp. so everyone was stopped and i look up in my mirror and the lady behind me is totally not paying attention until she smashes into the back of me. she hit me so hard that i hit the guy infront of me who happened to be a d.e.c. officer. so the lady got a bunch of tickets. the only thing that made me really mad was that i had just gotten a cup of coffee and the whole thing splattered all over my car when she hit me. including me. yeah awesome, it was super hot too. but her insurance is paying to fix the front and back bumpers that are like hanging off my car. i have collision so i get a rental car. so all in all its not putting me out too much and all the scratches and dents that were already in my bumpers are going to be fixed for free. and no one was hurt...i should add that because i guess its kind of important.
living at my new place is really nice. i like it a lot. the only complaint i have is that i really have no friends around there anymore so its kind of lonely. im hanging out with dave tomorrow though...i havent seen him in forever so im really excited. lonnie comes to see me sometimes too and thats always nice. im glad he and i are hanging out again, i think its lame that we didnt stay friends because of joe and i, it being my fault completely...but thats in the past. i dunno not having anyone to hang out with makes me miss joe so ive been doing that a lot lately. as if thats not already obvious. i really dont know what his deal is. he tells me all the time hes always going to love me and i really think he will, we've gone through too much not to. i think thats why neither of us are really over it. he likes to say he is but then i get text messages in the middle of the night telling me how much he loves me. its just hard because sometimes hes so incredibly great to me and the next hes absolutely rotten. sometimes i think its getting easier and im moving on and then he does something to completely redeem himseld and keep me hanging on. i think he does it on purpose. i know him well enough to know if he didnt care he'd cut me off completely. but i also know him well enough to know he wants to be the one to control the way things are between us. it all just makes me feel like shit. i really dont want to play this game anymore but everyone knows i will. i love him too much to just walk away like i know i should.
my aunts bringing the baby over today...i love that kid so much. haha hes so awesome.
ive been reading a lot. ive had a lot of time to do it and i love to do it. so thats been nice. im just running out of books. i need to get a library card or something.
i have an interview on the 4th for another job. im hoping i get it, i really need the money. and i have the time to work two jobs.
im going to eat ice cream.