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so phil and tim are moving to delaware. fucking awesome. so now i get to live at our house by myself and pay for all the bills and stuff myself. greeeeat. im fucking miserable today. i need to find roomates. i realized how fucking unhappy i really am today and i feel like shit. tonight is my last night of work at 12th street ever so i guess thats good. i guess whats really bothering me is the same things thats been bothering me. i dont need to go into that any further i know how i feel in my heart it hasnt changed and i dont think it will. so ill just continue to fake happiness. fuuuuuck. im crying.