this place is full of

Jul 31, 2009 16:37

people with more money in their wallets than i have made in my entire life
screaming, spoiled kids
scary lesbians with the worst hair
funny drag queens
nice old men
humidity like i never knew existed
also my landlord has rabies, cause she's fucking psycho

going to boston to visit von walter for a few days, then to nyc to get my groove on in a dirty hostel and visit some friends before going back to school. as long as my bike is safe i don't care. as long as my bike and kate are good i don't give a fuckkkk

is it just me or are people outta the midwest just... mean? for no reason? or maybe i've just been lucky to only know the nice-ys. lucky ducky me.

love my job
love my mom
love my brother
my dad
my school
excited to go back to school
going to miss kate

being in " love " is semi-encompassing
sort of still don't know if love is real?

today kate and i went into a "progressive" clothing store as a joke, to LOL at onesies which say "I LOVE MY AUNTS" but then the lady who ran it was so nice and caring towards us that we just felt bad about our ill intentions. we drowned our sorrows in mosquito bites, beer, and getting called into work early.

if you KNOW you're going to get called into work early, is it really getting called in early, or is it just going to work?

everything is weird with my friends here, they're the messiest people i've ever met. it's depressing to be around them, they go to work for 8 hours come home, make a huge mess in the kitchen and either watch bad tv or fight with each other until they go to bed at 8:30 every damn day. it's really pointless, and i wish i had it in me to feel affection towards them instead of being alienated that they never want to socialize, go anywhere, or attempt to have fun. i'm fine with just kate for now but i wish i had more friends here. it's probably presumptuous of me to assume that their lives are so empty but if you sleep twelve hours a day every day, what kind of progress could you possibly be making?

i'm mean
i'm mean
i'm mean
blah blah blah
sometimes all i want to do is sleep, though

oh, my parents are coming tomorrow for a few days though.
FUCK YES I LUV U MAM AND DAAHD
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