"Suicide is fun Big Fun" Heathers
Yo.. vaca started. Guess its not too much of a difference since last one, cept I can use the fone n was out this weekend. Not suppose 2 b online still but I had to look up sht 4 my essay 4 my P.O and info on the Oregon Trail 4 me n the wonderful Katie Pelletier! 2moro mornin ill b at skool from like 10 till idk 12 maybe 1 we're gona clean the stage bcuz we're getting sum black stuff put on top 2 prevent slivers n sht ne1 can come if they want. that would be fun. I havent talked 2 Justin in about a week...met this kid Matt, didnt care much, met a kid named Nick..but i dunno we're just talking. Ive been meaning to call Megan, i started crying again wen i think about her..and I read Californias and Is first convo, and it still makes me laugh! we just joked alot we were stupid last year n then got close over the summer and then it was gone. but you know, it's not that im over either of them, im not mad, im not all emo about it all the time, ive just been learning to live without them, everyday i hate it more and more.
Im done writing now..Im listenting to Blink and i think its amazing how this song came on now that Im crying over all this sht again. I can use the fone now so call me.
"The drops of rain they fall all over
this awkward silence makes me crazy
the glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
tears from eyes worn cold and sad
pick me up now, I need you so bad
Down down down down..
Your vows of silence fall all over
the look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(you did this)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
tears from eyes worn cold and sad
pick me up now, I need you so bad
Down down down down"