Oct 08, 2004 15:34
I am in a wicked bad mood I jus fuckin hate sht rite now Part of would really like to just scream. I feel so angry inside I feel so restless n jus so like fukin depressed ahhh I hate it. Theres jus sht w/ sum friends rite now n it relly could b im jealous of sumtin but I cant say that I am idk if its them 2gether, or her or the attention I dont get from him... All I know is that I just hate everyone n everything 'hate' is such a strong word n I neva hate or wish death on nebody, those r my 2 rules on living w/ ppl i dont like but rite all I can feel is hate n part of me wants 2 jus blow up n choke the life out of everyone that's upset me. Or I jus feel like crashing down into a pile of nuthing n jus cry... I cried my eyes out las nite Ive been tired, n feelin sick n I dont eat nemore n Ive noticed this week all the sht Im doin 2 myself relly affect me... Im prolly bein overdramatic n its not a big deal but I jus feel depressed n like sht lately I need the love guys!!
"Im falling out of love and I need a new drug"-S.O