You know uve gone to far wen u wake up numb
Hey wats^?? Last nite I crashed at mademoiselles. I just layed on her bed for like 2 hours bcuz it hurt to move. My head ached my throat was sore and my legs hurt so bad. All Megan could say was I told u so or thats wat u get. She's rite this is wat a junkie goes thru, this is wat a junkie does, have I become a junkie? Ive tried and ive done, and I do soo many fucked up things I was called a Junkie twice alredy. Bobby thot id b a coke junkie n JoshB jus asked me strate out "r u a junkie?" wat exactly do u do 2 become a junkie is it sumthin sum ppl jus are ? Something inside me is just wrong ive been like shattered sumhow this past summer n towards the end of las year i started feelin alone n jus felt like sumthin was missing n sumthin wasnt rite, but that feelin went away wenever i was on sumthin, nething ive found myself searchin 4 a bigger high (marijuana is the gateway drug) b4 i kno it i wont even b a senior n will find myself n critical condition sumhow or lose all my friends jus 2 escape. Im scared im tired and I jus wish the pain would go away... leve me sum luv or call me up i could rely use sum support rite now...TooMuch,-The Junkie