qué hacer..
I've been trying to figure out what exactly i dislike about my job.. There are many things such as being 6 hours sitting on a chair in front of a computer and filling in applications . This isn't really a self rewarding job.. I also have to talk with costumers and deal with their parents.. I'm here and there's nothing i can do to change my situation as of now. I applied for a few teacher positions last a month ago but i haven't had any interesting proposal.. If i don't find anything else, i will have to stay here working until who knows when. In the meantime i plan to continue studying theatre and picking up my long lost modern dance passion !! .. I've even thought about applying to travel to France as a fille d'au pair. I once rejected that possibility but i know think it could be good after all. After a year i won't be able to do it, so it's now or never..
In other exciting news, I'll be finishing the corrections of the dissertation in a month and i'm so HAPPY !! happy 'cause i know i'm now heading somwhere. I've been really trying hard to do it... oh ! After that i'll be able to dream again and hopefully do all i 've been dreaming to do.... (luego de eso, sueña !!!!!!!!).
I was looking at a few pictures i took at EL COCA. I 'm thinking of Adrián, i miss him and his dog Mel..
Why can't anything be clear with him ??.. why do i feel he's afraid of who knows what?? .. so many qs' with no certain anwers.. My friend Chris told me i should just forget about everything related to him and move on.. That's all ??, it isn't easy.. I once tried hard to do it, it's so much time..
i now feel a bit affected and confused i have to admit it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm waiting for a girl to come, i have so many applications piled up on my desks.. :_(