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[mauledshadow]

Just You and I and Temptation

I’m staring at you again
Your temptations are ever growing
But I can’t do it anymore
I can see through you
You move so smoothly
It makes my lips quiver
You pour like a river
It will end up going downstream
I walk back upwards
Through a spiraling void of anger
I need you
To drown my sorrow away
I need to get rid of this bullshit in my life today
Why do I do it?
Is it to impress you?
To make you love me?
I don’t know
But you’re here next to me
Looking so lonely
And no one cares for you
I pick you up just to use you
But I want to take away your pain
Now I realize that you are never going to understand
My love for you used to be grand
I was your number one fan
Now I’m broken when you are open
I don’t feel right, when you are gone
This what I get for being lonesome
You got to get away
Cause you don’t feel me
You don’t feel my heart
It’s over now
Now I fall asleep alone
Cold and shivering
My stomach feels like fire
My throat is dry and hot as hell
What is wrong with me?
Good night my love
I drank you with pride
The grapes you came from
Is the reason we are done
I was sold up the river again
Now I have to start over again
Thanks to you I’m wondering what the hell is wrong with me
I’m not stronger
I’m tired and want to sleep
I turned into a hypocrite
I don’t want to do that again
You move me and sooth me
Denial seems to have me stopped cold
As the story unfolds
This life I have sold
This is what is told
My life may be over
The cards I have I must fold