failure to plan = planning to fail
so here i am, feeling as if ive got a live cougar in my gut, exhausted and pissed off.
ive been decieved. led on. left behind. and its a shitty situation.
i suppose the argument can be made that i asked for this pain. i dont think thats true. i risked it. i made the guess that i wouldnt be cast aside like a used piece of tissue paper when i was no longer needed.
i was baited and switched. for what? kicks? i guess i really know why i was decieved: commitment issues. when i as told to "do what i think is best for me", i was being scraped off a shoe like a piece of dog feces. in a way as to make it "guiltless" because it would seem like my idea.
like a chump i still love this girl. not that that means dick all to her. it used to, if i am to believe anything she said. she broke the trust i had in her. willfully so.
ive been decieved. led on. left behind. and its a shitty situation.
i suppose the argument can be made that i asked for this pain. i dont think thats true. i risked it. i made the guess that i wouldnt be cast aside like a used piece of tissue paper when i was no longer needed.
i was baited and switched. for what? kicks? i guess i really know why i was decieved: commitment issues. when i as told to "do what i think is best for me", i was being scraped off a shoe like a piece of dog feces. in a way as to make it "guiltless" because it would seem like my idea.
like a chump i still love this girl. not that that means dick all to her. it used to, if i am to believe anything she said. she broke the trust i had in her. willfully so.