Jan 18, 2008 15:55
it's been two weeks since i've reverted to writing in a diary. and it's one of the best decisions i've made so far. since discovering lj, i had traded in my old fashioned diary-writing days for the trendier habit of blogging. But months into it, i felt like i was stifled by the fact that when some idea strikes me (something i'd like to record and just HAVE to write down at that precise instant) i have to boot my laptop, connect to the internet and log on to my lj account. Sometimes, the thought of going through all that trouble makes me abandon the thought of writing altogether. And, paranoid as it may sound, i still keep thinking that my account may be hacked into by some psycho dude and my private posts (w/c are the most important) will be revealed for the whole world to see! (not that i hold the secrets of the universe or something, but STILL!). Ergo, going back to writing in a diary was the logical step to take. i mean, i can actually doodle again! and i can make my entries as long as i like them to be, as stupid or as illogical as i please, as honest and uncensored as i have a right to be.
i'll still be posting in my blog, though. You know, for broadcasting the things i'd like to brag and whine about; or to make parinig to certain people....or to share special experiences and such. But when it comes to those deep-dark-secrets-the-pentagon-would-be-envious-of, my diary is the only welcome audience. :)