Let me get it out of the way already...
!!!FUCK!!!
How do you like that with your apple jacks in the morning...
Is it bad that I'm not afraid of fucking my life up anymore because I feel that I can't dig myself any deeper into the shit hole I exist in??
I almost feel like I mess up on purpose sometimes because it gives me something to laugh about before I cry myself to sleep every night...
Countdown: 13 days til take off...
Air Force goal??= To see how bad they can drive me fucking insane before I realize its too late and I still have another three years of this shit...
Anybody think that I complain too much...
I dont deserve this...
I guess the brighter side of it all is that I still have another two years after Korea to try to make something of my life, whatever that might be...
How do you like that with your apple jacks in the morning...
Is it bad that I'm not afraid of fucking my life up anymore because I feel that I can't dig myself any deeper into the shit hole I exist in??
I almost feel like I mess up on purpose sometimes because it gives me something to laugh about before I cry myself to sleep every night...
Countdown: 13 days til take off...
Air Force goal??= To see how bad they can drive me fucking insane before I realize its too late and I still have another three years of this shit...
Anybody think that I complain too much...
I dont deserve this...
I guess the brighter side of it all is that I still have another two years after Korea to try to make something of my life, whatever that might be...