figure it all out

[maudlinheart]

here comes all the changes...
he came, and now gone? that fast. i dont understand.

my brothers gone =(

my sister is leaving...

i want to change schools for next year.

i want to cut my hair shorter! and dye it!
i want to go shopping and spend my entire paycheck..
but i know i wont b/c i hate shopping..

spring break is coming up fast, everyone will be at the beach. NOT ME! =)
i hate the beach.

my ear still hurts ive missed all week of school
i have to work tonight and i feel like shit..
i have cap n' crunch for breakfast! thats exciting! :)
well im off..

i need something more
i just cant figure out
what it is i need more of