Hallooooooo!
So, D's in Spain (don't ask...ambiguous feelings about this) for 10 days and the girls are asleeep. Damn but I'm tired. I've got some sort of plague-cold-congestion crap. Probably has NOTHING to do with the stress of watching the girls by myself w/o a break yet again. Sometimes I wish it was just so easy to jump in the car and say "Later! I'm going out of town for a few!" But, I can't do that to my girls. Have to make sure they're okay first.
And sadly my plan to go to RTBookClub Convention in Philly in 2008 will most likely tank. The Finances are not what they should be, and can't imagine that I'll be able to set aside money for that w/ the paying of debt and day to day expenses. Oh, and I better plan well for Winter, because come Dec, my loans come due. Those are the crappy $10K plus interest I borrowed so I could go to school here. State school was much more expensive, so I had to go private. Two semesters later, and I'm no further along (really) than I was when I left LA.
Oh, and can I tell you that the Ohio Goth list is utter crap? The latest thread is : Spam. Who's getting a lot of spam from the list. Months of silence and then this. Be still my heart. Well, since I'm no longer even blody well able to get out, even when there was club info it was in buttfuck, OH. Like 2+ hrs away. Oh, for the days when I was up to travelling to get to a club. Bwah!
Been watching Bjork and the Sugarcubes on DVD. Man I love her hair in "Violently Happy." I'd love to get it chopped, but fucking Aveda School Racist Pricks ( the place I went for a $13 haircut) treated my mom like shit, so fuck them and the horse they fucking rode in on.
Thanks for tuning in to my lovely insane rant today, brought to you by the letters F and U and the number 6. Hopefully bu tomorrow I'll be less insane and ranty. Love you and miss you all.
And sadly my plan to go to RTBookClub Convention in Philly in 2008 will most likely tank. The Finances are not what they should be, and can't imagine that I'll be able to set aside money for that w/ the paying of debt and day to day expenses. Oh, and I better plan well for Winter, because come Dec, my loans come due. Those are the crappy $10K plus interest I borrowed so I could go to school here. State school was much more expensive, so I had to go private. Two semesters later, and I'm no further along (really) than I was when I left LA.
Oh, and can I tell you that the Ohio Goth list is utter crap? The latest thread is : Spam. Who's getting a lot of spam from the list. Months of silence and then this. Be still my heart. Well, since I'm no longer even blody well able to get out, even when there was club info it was in buttfuck, OH. Like 2+ hrs away. Oh, for the days when I was up to travelling to get to a club. Bwah!
Been watching Bjork and the Sugarcubes on DVD. Man I love her hair in "Violently Happy." I'd love to get it chopped, but fucking Aveda School Racist Pricks ( the place I went for a $13 haircut) treated my mom like shit, so fuck them and the horse they fucking rode in on.
Thanks for tuning in to my lovely insane rant today, brought to you by the letters F and U and the number 6. Hopefully bu tomorrow I'll be less insane and ranty. Love you and miss you all.