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What an odd day. Work was hell, then pretty cool. Saw Pirates 4 with Turley - nothing too spectacular there. Discussing things with Turley, I ended up feeling good about something. While he may know everything about the musical theatre world, he knows nothing about the music world outside of it. So while I may be new in his world, he hasn't even entered mine.
Then went back to TechTeam. Yup, hit my workplace at 9.30pm. And applied for a job. A job some bosses told me that I should apply for. And I'm excited about it.
Then came back and watched Dollhouse. Good times.
So as I'm writing, recapping my day, the Joel Miner episode is on. And I feel kind of sad. 'Cos I can relate, in a way. ...
Without delving into an emo-bitch rant, I really like my life right now. A lot of good. But it's nights like this that it still hurts like hell. That it didn't work out. That I just wasn't good enough. Twice. And that I still haven't been able to get on with it.
EDIT: Realized a quote from ILYYPNC "you can go from week to week, you can go from year to year, not a hand placed on your cheek, not a whisper in your ear, you can make it through OK, you can live and laugh and flirt, it's quite easy in the day... it's just the nights that always hurt". Good show. Thanks to Cari for making me believe it every time.
... Enough of that. Off to sleep for me, followed by some HHT cleanup and then an epic trivia night.
Life is good. Maybe it'll get better.
Then went back to TechTeam. Yup, hit my workplace at 9.30pm. And applied for a job. A job some bosses told me that I should apply for. And I'm excited about it.
Then came back and watched Dollhouse. Good times.
So as I'm writing, recapping my day, the Joel Miner episode is on. And I feel kind of sad. 'Cos I can relate, in a way. ...
Without delving into an emo-bitch rant, I really like my life right now. A lot of good. But it's nights like this that it still hurts like hell. That it didn't work out. That I just wasn't good enough. Twice. And that I still haven't been able to get on with it.
EDIT: Realized a quote from ILYYPNC "you can go from week to week, you can go from year to year, not a hand placed on your cheek, not a whisper in your ear, you can make it through OK, you can live and laugh and flirt, it's quite easy in the day... it's just the nights that always hurt". Good show. Thanks to Cari for making me believe it every time.
... Enough of that. Off to sleep for me, followed by some HHT cleanup and then an epic trivia night.
Life is good. Maybe it'll get better.