strippin'
hm... i've got only minutes left on the copy at the public library again... what to say about stripping.
it's fun. it gives me a feeling of power and cotrol. something i'm not used to but that i've craved for a long time. if any of you know my mother and what a dominating bitch she is, you'll know how i've been subjecated my whole life. and thus, stripping is really good for me.
i feel confidence when i go on the stage. i smile as i take my clothes off. and i mean it too, 'cause i'm having fun. all the other girls have a bored look on their face and hate in their eyes. in their minds they are trapped in a system. they don't realize it doesn't have to be this way.
i've given lap dances. it gets me all charged up to know i'm doing so in a room filled with other people. if it was a friend i was lap dancing for in the club... if they came in as a customer... i might not be able to stop myself and dance by the rules.
i even turned down someone for a VIP room dance. i'm not ready for that yet... and i don't know the rules in there. but that was at least $65 i could have gotten for two minutes of rubbing my tush on somones lap.
anyway... i have two minutes till i get kicked. i should go.
it's fun. it gives me a feeling of power and cotrol. something i'm not used to but that i've craved for a long time. if any of you know my mother and what a dominating bitch she is, you'll know how i've been subjecated my whole life. and thus, stripping is really good for me.
i feel confidence when i go on the stage. i smile as i take my clothes off. and i mean it too, 'cause i'm having fun. all the other girls have a bored look on their face and hate in their eyes. in their minds they are trapped in a system. they don't realize it doesn't have to be this way.
i've given lap dances. it gets me all charged up to know i'm doing so in a room filled with other people. if it was a friend i was lap dancing for in the club... if they came in as a customer... i might not be able to stop myself and dance by the rules.
i even turned down someone for a VIP room dance. i'm not ready for that yet... and i don't know the rules in there. but that was at least $65 i could have gotten for two minutes of rubbing my tush on somones lap.
anyway... i have two minutes till i get kicked. i should go.