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[matyrofnonsense]

"recalling what was"

I seem to feel discovered
and not oh so lonesome
I tried to recall what we once pondered
wether awake or asleep I feel so numb
‘Cause there was a disease
it lied in my heart
called it love it was a tease
I think it was more something having to strangle me
so it was the past, we’ll make it a future
and when my heart lay still you were its tutor
a new breath of air to my lungs
you guide from darkness to the light
oh I praise for your will
just when nobody saw anything of me
you raised my chin, combed back my hair
and gave me a new look, of hope
so now hold my hand we’ll take it slow
so that this friendship will grow
it seems that when our heartbreak was at best
we never talked to another we were so lost
but now you’ve found me
so lift me up with all your might
and I will do the same unless our apocalypse came
but until then our hearts do fly
now no longer will this remain a game
we will not take numbers and wait in pain
we’re in the ER of a relationship
I need something stable, were I can place my foot to climb
to the very peak, its dissolving
and our arguments are resolving
so here I am waiting on your every demand
no longer do we hold hands
but please tell me something, to pass the time
I won’t wait another summer to play it all out
I want what I want without a doubt
as soon as our issues are tamed
now we’re left with telephone calls
but at least it satisfies