world of wrong
well how have things been going...
thanksgiving weekend was fun...i went to robyn's and meet her family..a very close family and very caring...i never felt as comfortable with meeting new people the way i did when i meet them...we went touring in the picton area for a bit and seen the sand banks...they were very nice..i got some pictures of them..
but then i had to come home to a world of mess and things just going wrong with every move and every idea i made...they want me to work more hours, weekends and pick up new skills...this was not in my contract..but yet i have to do this shit..because our supervisor is an asshole...all this week i been doing his job...maintenance and decision making...it's kinda funny the new guys in the lab finally found out my age this week...21..wow were the surprised..turns out i look like i am at least 27..i don't know how i look 27..but i will take that as a compliment..it seems that all the new guys are already wanting to leave..i have no problem with that cause if they do leave my boss will think there's a problem in the lab..(which there is!) and then he will make me a better contract...with a better raise..hopefully..but it turns out i am the fastest money moving employee i am almost caught up with some one who has been there for 7 years...but seeing what i m doing in the lab ..for the amount i do..i still don't make enough..it's getting harder for me to live here in ottawa..at least i have a very good place to live and a very awsome roomy ..she's now gone for 5 months...and so are the cats..it's going to get lonely here with out her and them..
as for other things well my social life has still not got any better..i wanna get out of my house more when ever i can and do things..see ottawa or see friends..with out my i.d right now things are alittle limited but there are still lots to do..just noone wanting to do anything..but drink and i don't really do that much anyways.. but lately so many things have been pissing me off with friends and family...
i hate it when people beat around the bush..just be straight up with me i can care less if i don't like what you got to say..just say what you have to and get it over with cause the more you wait the harder it gets..i had to make some decisions in the past few days..ones i am not happy with but i know that i could not let things go on the way they were cause they would make things in my life very hard and almost impossible to balance..life balances two main things..happyness and money!...kinda hard to have one with out the other
.... life goes on..no matter how mch you lake it
thanksgiving weekend was fun...i went to robyn's and meet her family..a very close family and very caring...i never felt as comfortable with meeting new people the way i did when i meet them...we went touring in the picton area for a bit and seen the sand banks...they were very nice..i got some pictures of them..
but then i had to come home to a world of mess and things just going wrong with every move and every idea i made...they want me to work more hours, weekends and pick up new skills...this was not in my contract..but yet i have to do this shit..because our supervisor is an asshole...all this week i been doing his job...maintenance and decision making...it's kinda funny the new guys in the lab finally found out my age this week...21..wow were the surprised..turns out i look like i am at least 27..i don't know how i look 27..but i will take that as a compliment..it seems that all the new guys are already wanting to leave..i have no problem with that cause if they do leave my boss will think there's a problem in the lab..(which there is!) and then he will make me a better contract...with a better raise..hopefully..but it turns out i am the fastest money moving employee i am almost caught up with some one who has been there for 7 years...but seeing what i m doing in the lab ..for the amount i do..i still don't make enough..it's getting harder for me to live here in ottawa..at least i have a very good place to live and a very awsome roomy ..she's now gone for 5 months...and so are the cats..it's going to get lonely here with out her and them..
as for other things well my social life has still not got any better..i wanna get out of my house more when ever i can and do things..see ottawa or see friends..with out my i.d right now things are alittle limited but there are still lots to do..just noone wanting to do anything..but drink and i don't really do that much anyways.. but lately so many things have been pissing me off with friends and family...
i hate it when people beat around the bush..just be straight up with me i can care less if i don't like what you got to say..just say what you have to and get it over with cause the more you wait the harder it gets..i had to make some decisions in the past few days..ones i am not happy with but i know that i could not let things go on the way they were cause they would make things in my life very hard and almost impossible to balance..life balances two main things..happyness and money!...kinda hard to have one with out the other
.... life goes on..no matter how mch you lake it